BLAH!!!

BLAH!! I have so many things I want to say. But none of them have any importance. I am going to say them anyways. SO THERE! Plus, no one really reads my blog anyways. Great, that makes it more of a journal! This will be my 4th journal. :)

Item numero uno. SHAKESPEARE. I usually love Shakespeare! But not this week. Tomorrow we're going to be performing our Shakespeare scenes in drama. Ask me if I'm ready! Nope. I have never felt so unprepared in my life. And the fact that I have two other people to rely on, doesn't help. You know what else doesn't help? The scene we're doing is Romeo & Juliet. Shoot me in the face... right now. Fortunetly, I'm NOT playing Juliet, but rather Lady Capulet. Alexx Purser is playing Juliet, and Chase Bunker is playing Lord Capulet. I'm not so much nervous for me, as for Chase. He has so many monologues that are a mile long. Really. It's killing us. OH! As me if I'm even memorized! Nope. I want to punch myself in the gut. A lot. Shakespeare... unfortunetly, I find that I have a love-hate relationship with you. Good thing you're DEAD!

Parte dos. Timpanogos Lacrosse won state! AWESOME, right? They won 7:6 in the last three seconds. That is highly impressive! I'm very excited for them. And now, baseball is playing in semi-finals tonight. They're most likely going to win. Know why? Cause Timpanogos is the best at everything! (Except... football...)

You know what I love? I love going to the temple! And right now, the Timp temple's tulips are BEAUTIFUL!! They're all different colors and absolutely breath-taking. At least for an aspiring photographer like myself. :) This Saturday, I'm taking one of my good friends, Carly Bocenegra, up to the temple. She said she hasn't been in a while and said she'd like to go. So me, being the amazing person that I am, am taking her. It shall be glorious. We're going to take pictures and have a good time! Cause let's be honest... it's the temple... it's always amazing. :) (That is... if she CAN go...)

So, I used to be so excited for my schedule for next year! Until I was called down to the counseling office today during web page design. Turns out my mom is changing up my entire schedule. Yayy... NOT!! Gah. She doesn't think I can handle all of my classes. Which, I probably can't... but the fact that she has to say that ALL THE TIME doesn't help at all. It's very degrading and it makes me pretty much hate myself. I'm kind of a loser, did you know that? Well I did. Don't get me wrong, I'll be fine. I just... GAH! I wish she would sometimes just let me be and try to handle things by myself. Sometimes, I LOVE having her help me! It's great, and it most of the time helps. but blaaaaah!! (hence the title of this post. :) ) So right now, I get to go into the other room and try to figure out a highly crappy schedule for next year. Go me. OH! I haven't mentioned the best part yet. I'm doing packets all summer. So that I can "get ahead and take fun classes next year". Just one problem. I am not interested in any of the electives for next year. I already have the ones I want. (I.E. Productions, Spanish 4, and Yearbook). That's good enough for me. But whatever, I guess it'll be nice to get ahead and not have to take crap classes during school and to just get them over with during my action filled summer. Oh wait.

All in all, I love life, I hate life. Yet another love-hate relationship. Woopie! WOW. I'm being a baby. I really am happy! I'm just... stressed. Cause I'm a failure. Only sometimes though. Only during school. Only during the most important time of my life. Only when my future depends on it. I'm done. Woo. If you're reading this, will you do something for me? SMILE. That's all I ask. It makes people happy when you smile. And I could use it. Thanks.

:D <--- That's you right now. You're adorable!